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so im sitting here. listing to the tbs cd, like i always do, thinking about what i could be doing now if i had a car, or someone. i need to get out more. why shouldnt i go out by my self? i mean i should get mase tho. but after that i should. right. just go out, walk around. that wouldnt be so bad. but i guess its gotta start somewhere. so my first step i guess is admitting the problem. thats what it always is tho...right. so next step go to a movie by my self. what should be so hard. i mean i go shopping by my self. there shoulnt be any diff. im gonna do it. im gonna fuck everything, and try to get over whatever i have. i know that im gonna have to work on the whole talking to ppl thing, but after that i should be fine. i should be normal. i should be what everyone wanted me to be.
you think that i should buy a digital cam???
so im sitting here. listing to the tbs cd, like i always do, thinking about what i could be doing now if i had a car, or someone. i need to get out more. why shouldnt i go out by my self? i mean i should get mase tho. but after that i should. right. just go out, walk around. that wouldnt be so bad. but i guess its gotta start somewhere. so my first step i guess is admitting the problem. thats what it always is tho...right. so next step go to a movie by my self. what should be so hard. i mean i go shopping by my self. there shoulnt be any diff. im gonna do it. im gonna fuck everything, and try to get over whatever i have. i know that im gonna have to work on the whole talking to ppl thing, but after that i should be fine. i should be normal. i should be what everyone wanted me to be.
you think that i should buy a digital cam???