Ahhh I am a bad writer
So I found a bunch of poems slash songs, and here you are
this is long so sorry
This isnt the end my dear
Of rainy days, of worried faces
Of lies and failed attemps
I died the day you left
And reminded everday
when you hang around here
in this sideways town
These drugs dont help
to curb my anxiety
Escpecially when your right here
sleeping next to him
All I can do is stare
Through the blackness
across the bodies on the floor
Im sorry If I stare
But he doesn't love you like I do
No one loves you like I do
Everyday a smile
like you never knew
how much I cared
But how the feeling changes
when you feel me getting close
Fiegned breath and heavy sighs
I'll never understand you
but thats alright
cause Im in love with your mysteries
Wouldnt you like a way out
of my affection
All I can do is stare
Through the blackness
across the bodies on the floor
Im sorry If I stare
But he doesn't love you like I do
No one loves you like I do
All you do is hurt
but I like the feeling
of broken hearts and backstabs
I know you hurt inside
cause he doesnt love you
maybe if you saw
me for someone else
You'd love me like I love you
my blood's' on your hands
but how much more
should I give in?
All I can do is stare
Through the blackness
across the bodies on the floor
Im sorry If I stare
But he doesn't love you like I do
No one loves you like I do
I need to run, I need to heal
thanks for killing me
and as you steal my breath
All I can do is stare...
...........................................................................
The moon is up
Soft silver kisses the ground
Every star shines through the veil
Littering the sky like spilled marbles
Heavens bless the earth
The night is calm, no motion
Just the spinning of celestial bodies and lovers
The grass is wet
The hammock good
I find some peace in the quiet
Some mystical serenity in the still of the evening
Midnight looms over all heads but mine
There is no time, no place, no explanations
Theres just a man, and a world
Spinning haphazardly through the cosmos
With wings I could fly, you know
let me concentrate and leave
My body is far behind
the land of lost beings and hapless travelers
The moon is bright
the star is out
Just the sky and its beauty
Just a lost boy without a cause
Just a guitar without a song
Such peaceful serenity
but I wonder
What’s the cost?
.................................................................................
Its cold out on my doorstep
The nights creep closer in on the days
My world is standing still
The leaves fall proudly
I told you I’d write you a poem
Now I look out the door and I know I never will
The wind talks to me silently
Saying I’ll never be good enough
I wish I could change for you
I wish I could be who you wanted me to
You deserve an angel, you deserve a god
But when it comes to love I’ve never had a clue
So my paper screams for ink
As the sun goes down on this small town
I still remember how your smiles cut me
What if I wrote you a sonnet?
Could you love me if I didn’t know where to start
Someday we could love, hopefully
Is there someone you wanted to be
Past the fake smiles and judgments
I need a better body and soul
I’d wish on a star to be special
If it meant I could have you
Instead I let your laugh take me whole
The chessboard is broken
Its pieces on the ground
I never meant to be any trouble
Oh I never meant to be any trouble
I never wrote you the poem I was supposed to
Here’s my apology
.................................................................................
peace and love everybody, peace and love
this is long so sorry
This isnt the end my dear
Of rainy days, of worried faces
Of lies and failed attemps
I died the day you left
And reminded everday
when you hang around here
in this sideways town
These drugs dont help
to curb my anxiety
Escpecially when your right here
sleeping next to him
All I can do is stare
Through the blackness
across the bodies on the floor
Im sorry If I stare
But he doesn't love you like I do
No one loves you like I do
Everyday a smile
like you never knew
how much I cared
But how the feeling changes
when you feel me getting close
Fiegned breath and heavy sighs
I'll never understand you
but thats alright
cause Im in love with your mysteries
Wouldnt you like a way out
of my affection
All I can do is stare
Through the blackness
across the bodies on the floor
Im sorry If I stare
But he doesn't love you like I do
No one loves you like I do
All you do is hurt
but I like the feeling
of broken hearts and backstabs
I know you hurt inside
cause he doesnt love you
maybe if you saw
me for someone else
You'd love me like I love you
my blood's' on your hands
but how much more
should I give in?
All I can do is stare
Through the blackness
across the bodies on the floor
Im sorry If I stare
But he doesn't love you like I do
No one loves you like I do
I need to run, I need to heal
thanks for killing me
and as you steal my breath
All I can do is stare...
...........................................................................
The moon is up
Soft silver kisses the ground
Every star shines through the veil
Littering the sky like spilled marbles
Heavens bless the earth
The night is calm, no motion
Just the spinning of celestial bodies and lovers
The grass is wet
The hammock good
I find some peace in the quiet
Some mystical serenity in the still of the evening
Midnight looms over all heads but mine
There is no time, no place, no explanations
Theres just a man, and a world
Spinning haphazardly through the cosmos
With wings I could fly, you know
let me concentrate and leave
My body is far behind
the land of lost beings and hapless travelers
The moon is bright
the star is out
Just the sky and its beauty
Just a lost boy without a cause
Just a guitar without a song
Such peaceful serenity
but I wonder
What’s the cost?
.................................................................................
Its cold out on my doorstep
The nights creep closer in on the days
My world is standing still
The leaves fall proudly
I told you I’d write you a poem
Now I look out the door and I know I never will
The wind talks to me silently
Saying I’ll never be good enough
I wish I could change for you
I wish I could be who you wanted me to
You deserve an angel, you deserve a god
But when it comes to love I’ve never had a clue
So my paper screams for ink
As the sun goes down on this small town
I still remember how your smiles cut me
What if I wrote you a sonnet?
Could you love me if I didn’t know where to start
Someday we could love, hopefully
Is there someone you wanted to be
Past the fake smiles and judgments
I need a better body and soul
I’d wish on a star to be special
If it meant I could have you
Instead I let your laugh take me whole
The chessboard is broken
Its pieces on the ground
I never meant to be any trouble
Oh I never meant to be any trouble
I never wrote you the poem I was supposed to
Here’s my apology
.................................................................................
peace and love everybody, peace and love