Apr 27, 2005 18:47
So yeah, its all good. Monday I completeky fucked up a speech for NHS. I just ended up sounding like a jackass, the story of my short life. Why the hell am I now president of NHS!!!! I think my brains about to implode from stress already, I cant even fathom next year. this whole not having my car thing sucks, fuckin cars. I dont have $2200, neither do my parents right now, so it fuckin sucks around here. My house is always been like a step into hell for me, but my parents are genuis at hiding it. No doubt i always snap. So the show is in... well bad shape. People are starting to piss me off that are messing shit up and not fixing it. Im working my ass of here, building sets, learning my many lines and songs, writing speeches, working, BEING CLASS PRESIDENT!!! Yeah, so dont complain you assholes, im under so much stress right now its not funny. YES the prom tickets are $50, no I cant change that, your getting food music and alot of shit other proms cant even think about getting, its fair. Proms a freakin fundraiser, like class shirts, SO FREAKIN BUY ONE! Try to get in these shoes and handle it and make things run smooth, and untill you do dont say a friggin word to me about being a bad President. You ignorant fucks have no idea, it pisses me off so bad that all i can do is smile back at you while you slander me and pick me apart. Im gonna leave after highschool andbecome a hermit some where so I can be by myself, that would possible be the best thing ever. The bands getting back together... thats cool. We need to play though, make some more originals. Maybe you can come see us soon. Anyway, although I went off in a rent, Come see the play next weekend Fri-Sat 7, Sun like 1:30-2, Cant wait for prom, Im taking someone super special. And theres is someone who Ive been getting close to.... yeah you know who you are, and im in for whats next, possible the best fun Ive had in a long time. So thats it, I have a headache... atleast its good TV tonight
OH YEAH, to you who I fucked and ditched.... Listen is happened its in the past, I didnt really want to do it but I could tell from that look in your eyes what was comming next and Im not into that anymore with you. Besides didnt your momma tell you slander is for little brats and if ever have something else to say, say it to my face and dont call up someone who doesnt want to hear it in the middle of the night and say stupid shit that isnt true. I know Im not perfect, Im no where near even the thought of it, but just because Im fucked up doesnt give you the right to make me a punching bag and personal pms tool.
There, that took awhile to say. Anyway, Im out. Its raining and I like it....