Sleep is good
Well today was a whirl of work, fun, and commitments. I had to run to Biddeford for our class tee-shirts. PLEASE GUYS see an officer about one. Anyway, life's been busy. Last night Sean, Tay, and I went to see Sin City and get chinamen food. It was great, good food, shopping at goodwill, and now taylor wants to kill someone. Got to love a boys night out. I had musical rehearsal today, the shows will be hilarious, if i learn my lines. Ashley today was like "Wow i suck at musicals... i look like an ass", which is a shame cause she really doesnt, truth i was and still am very impressed with her.Life's funny that way, we never really know our best qualities. I was lying awake trying to sleep like usual last night when i came to realize something, Im not what i thought i was. Im liked well enough, but I wonder do I really have some special anymore that is truly close. I can count them on my fingers, maybe only on one hand. Im not good... really, at anything. More so Im ok at alot of things. I cant wow you on the piano, sing you a beautiful song, or claim to be the best at anything even a friend. I find it amusing yet hard at the same time the 90% of my life is bullshit. I need to stop lying. But hell its beautiful out, Im gonna go outside and watch the river for awhile