the guy next door

[wishitwerejuly4]

i fell for you like a fool
after i told myself not to fall i did
and when i mean fall i dont mean love i mean
that i really liked you
i think i still do...
i keep hearing that you still really like me and
that you feel bad for everything that you did and
for the way that you did
ok i forgive you can you just talk to me now
i miss talking to you
i miss sitting outside til 11 at night talking about the
stars and how both of us just want new things
in life
i miss YOU.

i feel different
like im not myself
i cant really explain it but its this feeling that i
have inside and i just want it to leave.

im get kinda sad when hear everyone talk about school
and i seriously miss Torrance High.
i want to worry about my senior qoute and the latest
project... i missing the most important year...
i especially miss my friends...

....little confession....
ive been thinking about jeff
...ALOT...
bad.