Author: wishinthebox aka Muti
Pairing/Characters: YooSu
Length: One-shot
Summary: Yoochun and junsu’s teacher student relationship got ruined with Jealous!Yoochun what will happened to their relationship? Will it over?
a/n: this is my first English fanfic, sorry If there’s any mistake in grammar and vocab. i’m not asking my friend to beta this, so maybe there’s so many mistake.. sorry if this is too random or cheesy or whatelse. And my last words are “Enjoy the story”^^
“junsu yah.. are you coming to my place this night? Or you would like if I come to your place?” asked Yoochun at his boyfriend in the morning, when no one come to school yet. Junsu sit between Yoochun’s thighs, rest his back on his lover chest.
“I doubt I can come tonight I have promise tonight, sorry Chunnie~” Junsu play with his teacher long and slender fingers that hug junsu’s slim waist.
“oh.. ok… what promise exactly? With boy or girl?” said Yoochun. Kiss the the top of Junsu’s hair, smelling the strawberry shampoo scent. Waiting for Junsu’s voice out of his mouth spill out the answer.
“umm… b-both… you know, they ask me to join them to birthday party tonight” answered Junsu.
“okay… its already 7.20, 10 minutes more the bell will ring.. so?” Yoochun stop his sentence and Junsu continue it.
“So I have to get back to the boring class with the boring Park Songsaenim and the boring lesson and the bor” Yoochun cut junsu’s words with a kiss, innocent one.
“but you love the boring class and the boring lessons especially with the very handsome and cool teacher ” Junsu hit the older man right on his arm.
“stop being so narcist, songsaenim. I better go to class before you start complimenting everything that you have eukyangkyang” the teenage stood up and give his lover a peck on his cheek.
“see you Park Yoochun songsaenim” he waved his hand and ran outside the office. Yoochun sighed with the teenager cute attitude and start preparing his papers and books for teaching.
The day goes by nicely, the tick tock clock show 2 p.m. the time students go home.
KRINGGGGGGGGGGGGG
The bell is ringing and the students are dismissed automatically. But not with a girl who straightly come to Junsu’s table. She said something loudly and clearly to Junsu.
“oppa.. I already bought the ticket, pick me on 7 okay? I’m waiting for you” the girl kissed Junsu’s cheek. Yoochun is want to take his left belongings but he don’t want to take it anymore. yoochun got angry at that time. Those words boiled his emotion to the max. The one whom he loved, lied to him. He feels like stabbed by a thousand needle right on his heart. He really feel the pain of the lie. He hate being lied. He never imagined that his boyfriend will do this. He walked lifelessly to his office. Sit on his favorite chair and start tearing. He’s sobbing because of the heartbreaking moment. He doesn’t get the idea why junsu do this all. Is that because the age gap? Or the teacher and student status? Or Junsu isn’t a gay? Or Junsu , he just playing with me? Yoochun got frustrated with the keep coming questions. He got his body out with his bag when he feel better. He doesn’t want to think anything about junsu now. It hurt him very much. He starth is car engine and ride his car out of the school parking lot.
The next day…
“Chunnieee~ how’s your day?” Junsu come into Yoochun’s office with so bright smile. The smile that make Yoochun’s heart sink in pain. Yoochun doesn’t answer anything. Pretend there’s no one in the room except himself. Junsu stand in front of Yoochun’s table waiting for an answer from his lover.but he doesn’t get what he expected. Yoochun stand up from his chair, take his pencil caseand books and get out from the office. Say nothing to Junsu.
“What’s wrong with him?”ask Junsu to the air that filled the warm white office room. Junsu go to his class, where yoochun’s first teaching schedule of the day located. No one has come like usual. Junsu always come 50 minutes before class, so he can spend time with his boyfriend.
“yoochun, what’s going on with you?” asked Junsu to Yoochun when he arrived at class.
“…” no answer again. Junsu tilt his head. Searching the answer on Yoochun’s dark brown orbs.
“Yoochunniee….” Greet Junsu.
“….”
“Chunnieeeeee” said Junsu again. No answer again.
“yah! Park YooChun! Do you hear me!!” junsu’s patient already surcease.
“sorry Mr. Kim, can you say my name properly. I thought you have to call me Park songsaenim or Mr.Park, its really impolite to call teacher by first name.” said Yoochun. He raised his head and looked at Junsu’s eyes with pain. Junsu shocked with what Yoochun said. He get back to his chair. Starring athis lover who just sit and reading abook seriously. But he never know If Yoochun is can’t focus on his reading material, busy covering his want to blow up feeling.
The day wasn’t goes the same. No giggles, laugh, smile that come from Yoochun or Junsu. It’s already 4 p.m. no one stay at school that late. Yoochun sit on the school park bench. Smoke on his right hand and beer can on his left hand. He doesn’t want to go home now. He has no desires todo anything. Suddenly he feels someonesit next to him.
“you promised me not to smoke and drink again.” Say junsu. Sighing, hold his breath cause he never been like smoke smell.
“sorry if you don’t like you can go, I’m not asking you to be here.” Yoochun said coldly. Junsu look at Yoochun with unbelievable look.
“what’s going on with you? Are you get bothered with something?” asked Junsu confusedly.
“Can’t you just get the fuck off here! I’m tired with you! Just Go!”
“yah! What do you mean with tired of me?” Junsu’s tone getting higher,
“ya! I’m tired with you! With your lies! I know I’m much older than you! Maybe that’s what make you do this all.” Again, Yoochun’s look is empty. But his voice show the angriness.
“what lies?!” Junsu start shouting, he doesn’t get what yoochun mean.
“you said you go with both girls and boys last night! You said you will go to birthday party!! But WHERE DO YOU GO!! You go with Hye In to the music concert right!! You lied to me! Maybe you never loved me truly! I’m tired for being like this! Let just break up! You can search any other young girl! You don’t deserve someone like me, you deserve someone better, has same age as you, not as old as me… sorry if I ever do something wrong, and please call me park songsaenim from now. Just forget everything that happened in our life. Sorry I already ruined your days.” From shouting… yoochun’s words getting softer. His eyes already blurred by tears. He throw the can and his smoke to the rubbish basket. He walk fast to his room, Junsu following him. But at las yoochun running, junsu can’t chase him.
“Park songsaenim!! Wait for me!!” Junsu shouting and running through the school corridor just to stop his beloved teacher. But he got nothing. The one he loved secretly has just slammed his office door hardly. Junsu knocked the office door gently. He got no answer. He leaned on the wall, start sobbing.
“it’s my fault… my fault..” whispered Junsu. He hide his face between his knee. He don’t know what to do. He realize it’s his fault. No one knows that both of them crying.
Its already 7 p.m. when yoochun get out of his office. He saw Junsu next his door. Junsu is fallen asleep. His uniform trousers is wet with tears. Yoochun can’t leave junsu like that. So he carry junsu with bridal style to his car. Drive junsu to yoochun’s apartment. He don’t know why but his heart said that he has to take junsu to his house. When he got home, he put the sleeping Junsu on the guest room bed. He stared at Junsu’s innocent face, leaning forward to kiss junsu’s forehead. He never know what life’s feel like if he never met junsu. He loved every inch of Junsu. He loved junsu’s wide smile and his cheerful laugh. He just love everything about Junsu, and can’t stop loving him. He go to his ownbedroom. There’s no school tomorrow since its Saturday. He will take junsu home on the morning. Now, he really want to rest his body and his heart.
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Yoochun smell something nice going through his nostril. He wake up to see what’s happened. He peekinto his kitchen and see so beautiful creature cook breakfast. Junsu is flipping the omelet on the pan. Yoochun sit on the dining table, reading the morning newspaper with a glass of hot milk that already served on the table.
Junsu put a plate of kimchi fried rice with omelete in front of yoochun and the other one in front of himself.
“thanks for bringing me here” said junsu, oh maybe you can call it whisper.
“hmmm” that’s what yoochun say to junsu. Silent dominated the breakfast time. After their breakfast done, yoochun saying something.
“I will take you back, come on. Just left the dishes here, I will take care of it soon.” But something unexpected come. Junsu is crying silently, he stuck like a statue on his chair. Yoochun looking at junsu who can’t stop drop his tears. Junsu stand up, throw his body to yoochun’s. hug him tightly. Push his face to the older chest.
“I don’t want to go, I want to be with you…”
“sorry, we’re over”
“No!!! I will never say yes to your decision about it! I love you! Can’t you just let me explain?” Junsu is shaking on yoochun’s chest.
“What’s more to explain? There’s nothing..” yoochun tries to keep calm and strong.
“please…”
“sorry junsu.” Junsu let yoochun go, he run to the front door and go away from yoochun’s apartment. Junsu is go and yoochun can feel the same hurt that he feel on junsu’s house.
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“Kim Jaejoong?”
“here songsaenim!” jaejoong anwered
“Kim Junsu?”
“he’s absent again sir” the class president told the hoeroom teacher.
“why?”
“no information…” said him again.
“oh okay” where is he? Yoochun tought.
“kim Jin Hee?”
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Yoochun drive his car to junsu’s apartment. Knock the door, but it wasn’t close like it has to be. Yoochun come in, and found junsu passed out in the floor. Yoochun grab the pale body, comparing the temparture of the cute face boy to his own.
“oh damn… he got fever!” yoochun shout to himself. He lift junsu to his room, take a basin of cold water and a towel. He just very panicked and crash chair and tables. He compress junsu’s hot forehead. While yoochun wipe junsu’s forehead. Junsu keep mumbling
“don’t leave chunnie… I l-l-love you.. don’t leave me, I never want to lie to you…” and junsu’s tears are come out from his eyes. Yoochun’s eyes already tearry when he found something on the floor. Its envelope. Pink envelope with hearts motif. In front f the envelope there’s yoochun’s name. He open it. And see two his idol musical concert at the Seoul music center hall. Does he misunderstand of what has been happened? His tears drop on his white cheeks.
“yoochunnie~ is that you?” ask the suddenly conscious Junsu. Yoochun doesn’t say anything but hug junsu tightly.
“sorry baby.. I misunderstand things.. ” said yoochun
“huh?” junsu got confusewith yoochun’s word. Or maybe his brain not working properly.
“you want to give me this?” yoochun show him the tickets.
“unggghh t-that.. umm… i-I want t-to give you that yesterday.. but…” junsu is stuttering. He’s nervous and still feeling the pain in his head.
“forgive me baby…so you order this ticket to hye in, am I right?” ask Yoochun to confirmed his conclusion. Junsu nodded with a shade of pinky blush on his chubby cheeks. Yoochun crawled to junsu’s bed , place himself next to junsu weak body. Yoochun start to kiss Junsu’s whole face.
“I’m sorry babe… my eyes are dark when I saw you with that girl. Sorry… I’m really sorry. I’m so stupid spoil you existence”
“no chunnie, that’s okay.. that’s also my fault, I’m not telling you before… I love you.. whatever happened I will always love…” confess Junsu and his red boiled tomato face.
Yoochun grab his lover’s head, keep it on his chest, make the teenager listening to his uncontrolled heartbeat.
“I love you too honey bunny lovely Junsu… you’re my one and only..” said Yoochun. Junsu rest on yoochun’s chest.
“um.. chunnie~ may I ask you something?” ask junsu.
“yes, baby. What is it?”
“whyd-do you l-love me?” junsu say it softly.
“oh.. that question. I love you… because… your lovely nice shaped butt and your loud dolphin squeak ahahhaa” Yoochun laugh out loud when see his lover big pout with his sexy lips.
“I’m kidding baby… I love you because you are you, you aren’t anyone else, I love you because I love you” Yoochun end the conversation with a gentle kiss on junsu’s lips. And they sleep on each other embrace. With smile on their face and comfort feeling on their chest. Love for them never know age, never know status, never know boy or dirl sex orientation because their love is the love that except their lover condition, whatever it is. They made for one. Now and forever.
Love was made for us. Like you made for me, and I made for you
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