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Well, today was an intresting day. Jaclyn came and picked me up around 1, then we went to Starbucks and BK. We were at Bk for like two hours. It was awesome! We had one of our really serious chats, which was very helpful for both of us I think. It was funy because we dont have inside voices so all the workers could pretty much hear our entire convo..lol.opps. Good times tho Jac. So then we went back to her place for a lil bit, got online and all that fun stuff.. Then we headed up to the BP for some drinks and she took me home. Got back here around 5 30... so i took a lil nap because there was nothin else to do. Around 8 matt called and he came over for a lil bit.. THEN Kayla called and we went to the fair!! hahah. So we headed to the IMA and stayed there for like an hour.. Phil and Poof showed up too. It was funny because Phil was only there for like 15 minutes and got conned into losin like $20 and only won one little stuffed animal. So after that we went to Wendys and chilled in the parking lot. Kayla brought me and matt back here and they left. Everyone was goin to her place, but it was almost 12 so of course I couldnt which is disapointing. Now i'm just sittin at home so i'm kinda depressed. I hate being here with no one to talk to. I think about things too much and so i just upset myself. I'm doing a pretty good job of that right now. I REALLY NEED TO FIND A FREAKIN BOY!!! I cant handle being alone anymore... things really need to change or i'm not gonna make it. Seriously, why cant i just find a good guy who likes me for me. I hate that all my friends have a boyfriend or girlfriend and I have nothing...Its really hard when they talk about how great it is too. Everyone always says..ohhh you'll find someone dont worry..well its hard to not worry about it when I have been alone for my entire life!!!!!!! Its not lookin too good for me:'( life sucks