sick and miserable
ok. here's the truth...
when i'm sick, i need to be taken care of. i can't stand being left alone. i need someone to bring me tea and chicken noodle soup and to lay in bed with me and watch movies. i need teddy bears and flowers and tissues and tons of tlc.
damnit, is that too fucking hard to ask? i mean, i would gladly do that for any single one of my friends.
it's times like these when i really wish i had a boyfriend to do those sort of things. i've been feeling really lonely lately and wishing i had someone. i know i can't force things (which is why i'm not actively pursuing anything). i've backed off of matty for the most part. even though i never intended to pursue things with erik, he's totally out of the picture. bryan is always in the back of my mind, but all my fears concerning him keep me from ever trying anything.
i just want something to happen. i need something to happen. most importantly, i'm sick and lonely and need someone to take care of me. step up to the fucking plate!
when i'm sick, i need to be taken care of. i can't stand being left alone. i need someone to bring me tea and chicken noodle soup and to lay in bed with me and watch movies. i need teddy bears and flowers and tissues and tons of tlc.
damnit, is that too fucking hard to ask? i mean, i would gladly do that for any single one of my friends.
it's times like these when i really wish i had a boyfriend to do those sort of things. i've been feeling really lonely lately and wishing i had someone. i know i can't force things (which is why i'm not actively pursuing anything). i've backed off of matty for the most part. even though i never intended to pursue things with erik, he's totally out of the picture. bryan is always in the back of my mind, but all my fears concerning him keep me from ever trying anything.
i just want something to happen. i need something to happen. most importantly, i'm sick and lonely and need someone to take care of me. step up to the fucking plate!