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Well I have not updated in a while so i have now decided to. The past couple of weeks have just been complete mania. I have been wrapped into the whole tennis mania craze, i have begun to doubt some friendships, and school never lets up. I dont want to play tennis at all this year, but i have to so that i will have something that will look good on my college application(thats the only reason i ever do anything anymore-its really sad). I have also come to realize that i am really mean, i am rude to many people, and i judge most people on first appearances(which is not good). I have also come to realize that i miss a lot of my old friends and i wish i would be good at keeping in touch with people. Well i pretty much cannot wait till school is over, and then i might be happy again. Maybe i will be able to forget about this crap and have a nice and enjoyable weekend.