Jul 20, 2004 20:32
ive been so incredibly unhappy lately...and half the time i dont even know why...i have nobody really to talk to...i just don't know what to do
i dont even think people care
this sucks im not looking forward to school ...not many friends= unhappy in school= dont do well with grades
yuck
i am..
pessimistic, unhappy/extremely sad/depressed, sarcastic, alone, scared, angry at people for no apparent reason, doing things i shouldnt be, i lie to my mom [wow big deal right] i cant keep friendships, im confused, anxious, unsettled, cold, stressed, pressured, rejected, lonely, and worried....just to name a few things...
oh and erin quit talking to me...i dont know why
and chandni is moving
this sucks
why am i such a bad person???
no one understands
i used to talk to someone...
but that stopped in like december
thanks for hearing me complain
the end