A long thought out plan...
I have come to the conclusion that in order to be somewhat happy, I need to break off some of these "relations" I have with people. People who don't even give a shit about me or what I say. It's doing me no good whatsoever to be upset about people who in the long run, will stop caring. Sorta like a certain person who pretty much ended our friendship (despite my efforts to fix it) because of "akwardness". I just don't need people like this in my life. It's time to let go, and that's the end of it.