May 09, 2005 21:36
everyone hates me at the moment and i just feel kinnda out of control and dilutional. there are times when a person just keep happy and ive been haveing one of those days.every time i try to get happy i become more depressed
lets see:
soft ball in the rain(no sweater)
ex-boyfriend publicly hateing me
new boy friend to buisy to care
best friends not thier when i call
look bad i n all pictures
stevens still mad at me
almost everyones takeing his side
lost math textbook
and im just sorta depressed anyway
and i know willie isnt realy to buisy to care im just to caring to trouble him althought realy what i need right now is someone to talk to so i realy shoulda told him i was upset but.. oh well