New Years Resolutions
I'm not one for New Years Resolutions... I don't make them for a reason.. because.. if by some reason, I fail at fulfilling them (which is entirely plausible, because most resolutions are unrealistic anyway), I feel like I've let myself down.. which, I understand is the point.. but really? Do I need another reason to feel down on myself? No.. definitely not.
I've lost 41lbs this year... 41! And I still feel fat most days... ick.
Don and I go to the gym (when we remember).. and I always feel great when we're done. I should go more, I know I should.. but why am I resistant? I don't know.
So... what I was getting at, anyway... is that I'm not going to set a goal of how many pounds I'm going to lose, because if I don't.. oh well, there's always next year, ya know? You can't put a time limit on getting healthy. It doesn't work that way. I will lose more weight this year. I have an idea as to where I want to be.. or where I could be. But I'm not saying it has to happen this year.
I also want to go to massage therapy school. But, my problem is that now that Don is unemployed, we don't know where he's going to end up. If he ends up having to relocate.. I'm going with him.. no doubt in my mind, so I don't want to start school, and then he has to move somewhere, and I'm here stuck here alone until I finish school, or I have to drop out, to go with him. So I'm going to wait, I guess.. save up some money (if I can).. and see where he ends up.
Oh yeah... and for those who don't know... I've fallen in love. :) And it's wonderful.
But for now, I should try to get some sleep.. I have to work in the AM. Ick..
Goodnight.
I've lost 41lbs this year... 41! And I still feel fat most days... ick.
Don and I go to the gym (when we remember).. and I always feel great when we're done. I should go more, I know I should.. but why am I resistant? I don't know.
So... what I was getting at, anyway... is that I'm not going to set a goal of how many pounds I'm going to lose, because if I don't.. oh well, there's always next year, ya know? You can't put a time limit on getting healthy. It doesn't work that way. I will lose more weight this year. I have an idea as to where I want to be.. or where I could be. But I'm not saying it has to happen this year.
I also want to go to massage therapy school. But, my problem is that now that Don is unemployed, we don't know where he's going to end up. If he ends up having to relocate.. I'm going with him.. no doubt in my mind, so I don't want to start school, and then he has to move somewhere, and I'm here stuck here alone until I finish school, or I have to drop out, to go with him. So I'm going to wait, I guess.. save up some money (if I can).. and see where he ends up.
Oh yeah... and for those who don't know... I've fallen in love. :) And it's wonderful.
But for now, I should try to get some sleep.. I have to work in the AM. Ick..
Goodnight.