A long time... no see.
Do you ever lay awake at night and start to think about all the things you know you need to think about, but have been putting off thinking about because they're things that you're either dreading, or things that have gone by and you know you need to get over them?
That seems to be where I'm at now, at 3:30am. My tonsils the size of golf balls.. my head feeling as heavy as a bowling ball... but my brain as wide awake as a 2 year old on a caffiene rush. I know I should be sleeping.. and I did for a little while... but I woke up because I can't breathe.
This whole tonsillitis stuff is getting old... real quick. I need 5 documented cases of tonsillitis in a 12 month period to be considered for a tonsillectomy... and right now I've got 2 down, in two months. 3 more, in the next 10 months and I'm all set.
I took Public Speaking. I actually did a lot better than I thought I would. I got a B. Those of you who know me... know that's not my thing... but I actually really enjoyed the class.. minus the talking in front of people, part, of course. The class was great. Now I'm actually pretty good friends with the teacher (Patrick, 27.. and trust me when I say I'm not his type.).. When he would grade speeches, he'd come and sit by me, and we'd chat. We really clicked, and he wants to go bike riding, or hang out sometime soon. Well, it has to be soon because he's moving up north to get his Doctorate.
Other good things came out of this class, too. Nick and I got to spend some time together, which is always good... but I also realized that I'm not as bad of a speaker as I always thought I was... of course I still get nervous, but now I know HOW to speak.. I know how to structure a speech.. and what to expect from it.
I'm sorry for my mindless rambling. I guess I shouldn't really apologize, because you're reading this by choice. Heh. ::thinks to self- "Shut up Jenn."::
Everybody around here has been breaking up. Seems to be the year and a half mark that everyone's having problems with. Dylan and I started it in January... then Niki and John.. then Kim and Abdul (of course they got back together though), and now April and Jesse. April is so distraught over it and all I can say is "Girl, I completely understand." Of course, thoughts and quotes like this make Dylan uncomfortable. He's told me so. I don't know how to help it.
Went to this restaurant Circles, tonight. It was really quite good. I had Pad Thai. Mm... so good. I liked the ambiance there.. very nice. And it's not a chain, which is awesome, as well.
Hmm... what other random thoughts can I think up to bore all of you to death? I think I've expelled them all. Perhaps I shall try bed again. We shall see.
Goodnight.
That seems to be where I'm at now, at 3:30am. My tonsils the size of golf balls.. my head feeling as heavy as a bowling ball... but my brain as wide awake as a 2 year old on a caffiene rush. I know I should be sleeping.. and I did for a little while... but I woke up because I can't breathe.
This whole tonsillitis stuff is getting old... real quick. I need 5 documented cases of tonsillitis in a 12 month period to be considered for a tonsillectomy... and right now I've got 2 down, in two months. 3 more, in the next 10 months and I'm all set.
I took Public Speaking. I actually did a lot better than I thought I would. I got a B. Those of you who know me... know that's not my thing... but I actually really enjoyed the class.. minus the talking in front of people, part, of course. The class was great. Now I'm actually pretty good friends with the teacher (Patrick, 27.. and trust me when I say I'm not his type.).. When he would grade speeches, he'd come and sit by me, and we'd chat. We really clicked, and he wants to go bike riding, or hang out sometime soon. Well, it has to be soon because he's moving up north to get his Doctorate.
Other good things came out of this class, too. Nick and I got to spend some time together, which is always good... but I also realized that I'm not as bad of a speaker as I always thought I was... of course I still get nervous, but now I know HOW to speak.. I know how to structure a speech.. and what to expect from it.
I'm sorry for my mindless rambling. I guess I shouldn't really apologize, because you're reading this by choice. Heh. ::thinks to self- "Shut up Jenn."::
Everybody around here has been breaking up. Seems to be the year and a half mark that everyone's having problems with. Dylan and I started it in January... then Niki and John.. then Kim and Abdul (of course they got back together though), and now April and Jesse. April is so distraught over it and all I can say is "Girl, I completely understand." Of course, thoughts and quotes like this make Dylan uncomfortable. He's told me so. I don't know how to help it.
Went to this restaurant Circles, tonight. It was really quite good. I had Pad Thai. Mm... so good. I liked the ambiance there.. very nice. And it's not a chain, which is awesome, as well.
Hmm... what other random thoughts can I think up to bore all of you to death? I think I've expelled them all. Perhaps I shall try bed again. We shall see.
Goodnight.