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Ok, for the past month or so, everything has been totally awkward. When I leave my house, it feels like I just want to run back inside and stay in for the rest of my life. I wanna hang out with people, but its weird.
Also, It feels like people have been iggnoring my phone calls? And feels like people have been talking about me behind my back. People have been telling me, no one is talking about you rob, and I don't really know. It feels like somepeople just think im annoying. I don't know why but I Just have to get all this stuff off my chest. This is gonna be a long entry.
Well, it seems that no one ever calls me, and trys to avoid me when I want to hang out with someone. I know letting this out is probably just going to make things worse, but my parents arent really making things anybetter. They never let me do anything, and they always yell at me for things that I didn't even do. I hate this so much. LJ is a good thing to use to get these things out.
Well, as much as life goes... It's horrible. Im breaking down on the inside and trying to hide it from others. I always try to have a good time and everything, but it seems like I have a good time for about 10 minuets, and then I die down. I mean I love going to parties and everything but, yeah w/e. And I am thinking about moving. I wanna talk to my parents about as soon as I can. I had this idea a while ago but it came back, ...Lets see if anyone cares...
Also, It feels like people have been iggnoring my phone calls? And feels like people have been talking about me behind my back. People have been telling me, no one is talking about you rob, and I don't really know. It feels like somepeople just think im annoying. I don't know why but I Just have to get all this stuff off my chest. This is gonna be a long entry.
Well, it seems that no one ever calls me, and trys to avoid me when I want to hang out with someone. I know letting this out is probably just going to make things worse, but my parents arent really making things anybetter. They never let me do anything, and they always yell at me for things that I didn't even do. I hate this so much. LJ is a good thing to use to get these things out.
Well, as much as life goes... It's horrible. Im breaking down on the inside and trying to hide it from others. I always try to have a good time and everything, but it seems like I have a good time for about 10 minuets, and then I die down. I mean I love going to parties and everything but, yeah w/e. And I am thinking about moving. I wanna talk to my parents about as soon as I can. I had this idea a while ago but it came back, ...Lets see if anyone cares...