Lay Low On The Ash Thing
So, summer's half way over and I would actually consider this one of the best summer's I have ever had. It's been so relaxing. And when I do stuff I do it with people I actually like and can have a conversation with.
I'm thinking Senior year is going to suck because my only friend that will be left is Amber. Why is everyone so friggen old?
Sometimes I sit and ponder the meaning of life. For real.
I get so lost in my thoughts.
When I get mad I picture myself beatingthe fuck out of the person.
Sometimes I think of grabbing your face and smashing it into the ground.
I would love to get in a fist fight soon, but I have no reason too.
I wish someone would do something so low that I could.
Nothing pisses me off more than people who think they are depressed and want to kill themselves over stupid things.
It's LIVEJOURNAL, no one cares. If you have the internet you obviously have it better off than someone in the world.
SO QUIT BITCHING
I used to do drugs. A lot.
I have been clean for 11 monthes.
I'm proud of myself for that.
My brother is really cool, he'sa body builder witha lot of tatoos.
He doesn't live 5 hours away. He lives 30 minutes away in Clinton.
My brother Trent is in the Air Force. He's leaving for Irad next month, then for Korea for the next 2 years.
I'm so scared for him. He is so important to me. I'm not going to see him for 2 fucking years.
Life has dealt me a lot in my 16 years, but don't care. I am extremly strong because of that.
Chances are that you don't even no 1/4 of it.
I belive every single thing happens for a reason.
Why did I decide to have orange juice for breakfeast? Whatif I had apple. Then I would have gotten sick and could have changedthe whole day.
Life is oneof the weirdest things tocomprehend.
I absolutly hate when I can't grasp the concept of something.
I wish someone would just pop down and tell me all this shit, what is the meaning of life, what happens when we die.
I wish I knew everything.
I think The Scarlet Letter is one of the gayest bands ever. They suck. They have the worst transitions ever.
My boyfriend and I have never had a fight. Is that normal? Almost a year.
I don't think I could evercare about a boy more than I care about Billy.
Get this... this is fucked up.
If I wouldn't have got in a fight with my dad and decided not to go to his house, I wouldn't have gone to the FH show and met Tony. Then I would have never met Billy. And he is my everything.
Fucked up, eh?
It's a big revolution.
Everything has to happen. It makes us grow as people and learn.
I have learned so much, I find education amazing.
I wish everyone would apperciate what they had.
Teresa left me the most ironic message ever....
"Yeah, I did lie to you and I did break into your house and steal your stuff, but I don't care because your a backstabber, and a liar, your just an all around bad person"
Hmm. But she waas the one being my friend trying to get me to talk shit about Whitney and Amber, but I didn't because I love those girls.
I honestly don't think I'm a bad person. I have no secrets. Ask me anything, I'm an open book.
I'm nothing like you think I am.
I should be writing all of this in my real journal, but I like typing on laptops.
Yea... I'm done.
PEACE.
It's true. The scene is dead.
RIP PORT HURON SCENE
The Scarlet Letter is carrying us on. Hahaha.
PATHETIC