I'm married to Ryan Reynolds..
so spring break is here. and yess..i'm having an awesome time. Today we went to see my grandma..who has demensia. Well she isn;t doing too great. :( i hate being in hospitals.. i've been going to them since i was like 9. Every time my grandma on my dads side was sick..that was the worst i spent like 4 years in there.. almost every night. then my moms dad..who had cancer everyday there too..i've seen them all die at the hospital. The smell of them sicken and yet make me remember my past. Granted that i also had very great vivid memories of my childhood with the same people..so don;t get me wrong. But yeah...so again i was visting my grandma..who scares me cuz i know she isn't going to last long.
