RANDOM HERO
hey. wow it's been a while. For some reason i haven't made an effort to get on line anymore. this weekend was KEWL. i didn't rest though. You know what i've been missing most? laughing so hard i fall on my knees....and i can't breathe....i know that sounds lame.....lame like me....but i really do that.I think the last time i did that was in port aransas. that was like over 2 months ago. oh well. hopefully something hysterical happens tomorrow. i miss my childhood. who else does? any one know any good books i should read?? i feel like reading something that will totally shake up my view on something....eh i dunno.
I hate sitting on my porch and smelling the fall air...feeling it on my toes. The summer was really awesome. so much happend. Gosh, i wish i could have that one night back...just maybe then i could have said something that would have caught him and we's be together right now....oh well. I miss walking around...i miss waking up on my own and just sitting on my bed thinking what i was going to do...and sadly i remember talking to you that night till 4. you woke up everyone in the house...but it was worth it. i really wish you hadn't gone school shopping on friday...i wish you'd have spent the whole day with me. ugh...we'd have been perfect. As mush as this is going to hurt me...i think i'm letting go for good...i really don't want to, but your thought is dragging me down. i wish there was another way, but unless you call me tonight...(even if you were "playing with your phone and you accidentally roll over and call my house.....") i guess i have to say.....Good Bye.....