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I often find myself within the question, just how much can I handle?
Yesterday, I had a panic attack. I'm sure it's all over the school now, and people will regard me differently. Most likely, as an unstable person who must be kept far away from people.
Fine by me. Everyone at my school is shallow, stupid, inconsiderate, and too wrapped up in petty things to see anything beyond their own noses.
But, for those who are curious, I will tell you of this particular panic attack. It first started during the writing test. I could not breathe, so they took me in the hallway, where I became cold and numb, and my breathing started to become fast and uncontrollable. Everything was spinning, everything was confusing.
It was embarrassing, as a First Responder and a Police Officer had to escort me to the hospital. My body was so numb, and my head was so light, I couldn't walk by myself, even if I tried.
Sad, yes. Scary, yes. Somehow, I don't think this medicine is working.
Oh well.
Yesterday, I had a panic attack. I'm sure it's all over the school now, and people will regard me differently. Most likely, as an unstable person who must be kept far away from people.
Fine by me. Everyone at my school is shallow, stupid, inconsiderate, and too wrapped up in petty things to see anything beyond their own noses.
But, for those who are curious, I will tell you of this particular panic attack. It first started during the writing test. I could not breathe, so they took me in the hallway, where I became cold and numb, and my breathing started to become fast and uncontrollable. Everything was spinning, everything was confusing.
It was embarrassing, as a First Responder and a Police Officer had to escort me to the hospital. My body was so numb, and my head was so light, I couldn't walk by myself, even if I tried.
Sad, yes. Scary, yes. Somehow, I don't think this medicine is working.
Oh well.