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Woke up at 5:30.
Didn't actually go to sleep until 3:45
and I ended up sleeping on the couch because the dog missed me so much.
Me and Jake talked things out.
Okay, maybe I am a bit irrational, but my theories are not in the least.
I came clean on how I felt and...
"Now's just not our time".
Normally, I'd be crushed.
But...
I agree.
I can't drive up there all this summer,
he can't drive down here.
My parents, enough said.
So no, it's not our time.
But then this 3 in the morning session
took a turn and I'm not sure if I'm feeling
disappointment,
or
fear
or what.
I'm not sure what this is.
And I hope I don't turn this into something big
because at this point,
I really wouldn't be able to handle it.
Didn't actually go to sleep until 3:45
and I ended up sleeping on the couch because the dog missed me so much.
Me and Jake talked things out.
Okay, maybe I am a bit irrational, but my theories are not in the least.
I came clean on how I felt and...
"Now's just not our time".
Normally, I'd be crushed.
But...
I agree.
I can't drive up there all this summer,
he can't drive down here.
My parents, enough said.
So no, it's not our time.
But then this 3 in the morning session
took a turn and I'm not sure if I'm feeling
disappointment,
or
fear
or what.
I'm not sure what this is.
And I hope I don't turn this into something big
because at this point,
I really wouldn't be able to handle it.