Oct 12, 2007 01:13
Life is Unfair.
And that's okay.
Because if it WAS Fair; I never would have met Geoff.
Most of you know, that out of habbit, I tend to push the people I care about most out of my life.
Well tonight I was doing it again, but HE wouldn't let me.
It was absolutely heartbreaking and beautiful all at the same time.
I never knew I was that important to Geoff.
"Katie, this is the worst thing you could ever do to me. You can't do this. Don't push me away. I need your friendship. Just please....please don't leave me."
I had no idea.
Geoff's gonna be there.
He's gonna be here.
For a looong time.
And I love him.
Yeah yeah yeah, shut up. I know I tend to throw that word out there, but I DO love Geoff.
Because he loves me.
He wouldn't fight for our friendship for 4 hours if he didn't.
He wouldn't drive over here to be with me at 11 o'clock at night if he didn't.
Everyone needs a rock, a best friend, like Geoff Cate.
He'll be there for you through thick and thin, till the ends of the earth.
"I know you have burdens Katie. I care about you, and I will take some of your burden from you and carry it as my own."
That's so beautiful,
And so, I leave you with this.
My good night song from Geoff.
"So Much"
How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach
they could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want
I've got a hard time saying this
so I'll sing it in a song
Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
When we become one