Oct 18, 2005 21:24
hey everyone
so i am probably going to be quiting sears just bc i cant fucking take it anymore. im gunna shoot somebody i swear and its probably going to be scott. i just cant take workin with him anymore, i love the kid and all but seriously grow up and stop being so fucking melo-dramatic. not every little fuckin thing in my life has to do with you. just because we get into a fight doesn't mean its going to ruin my fucking day. yea we got into a fight today about him quitting cause he cant take it anymore, fuck that dude seriously you bring it on yourself. everyone fucking says so. god, ur in a good fuckin mood til i get here than it fuck the world shes a bitch, no matter what i fuckin say. even jeff said that today, seriously ohh and he thinks jeff and i are friggen fucking, yea okay lets see jeffs a fuckin virgin you fuckin moron. ohh god im seriously pissed and it just doesn't make sense anymore, he left me two messages tonight crying saying i hope you have a good, i was nothing but an asshole im just going to stay out of your life and soo on. as much as i care about him, the only thing i was thinking during those message was NO FUCKING DUH YOU LOSER!!! finally you fuckin realize it. god i know i may not be worth much at all to some people but god i know worth more than that. fuckin ay god why cant i find a normal fuckin guy ever in the world, seriously. im seriously just thinkin about going back out with jeff bc that was seriously the only time in this whole fuckin year ive been truly fucking. fuck it nevermind im just going to stay single for a while fuck the bullshit im to young to deal with it right now.
i got to go otherwise im going to have a major meltdown.
love always and forever,
wishin216<3