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May 16, 2007 00:22

Ryan surprised me yesterday with a trip to the zoo. I hadn't been there probably since 5th grade on a field trip.
His friend works there and she took us on a tour where the gorillas are held. It was a lot of fun. I've never been so close.

It's storming out and suddenly I'm very happy and feel free. I was outside on the porch smoking and our neighbors came outside to dance in the rain, listening to The Stones. It made me happy and very jealous. I should have joined them jumping in the tiny puddles.

I'm very happy lately. And Cocorosie has a big part in it. I know it's silly. But everything they do makes me smile and feel warm.
I'm going to back to school. Ryan is going to go to school. We're going to work for a better future together. I want to move to NYC. I'm finally finding myself.
I also found out today that the program I was going to for court reporting last year, shut down. I was kicked out for being late to class 6 times. Then they close. I don't feel so shitty about it anymore.



























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