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[wishfulthinkng]

i am a fucking mess lately, its this stupid drugs the doctor gave me. i really wouldnt take them if i wasnt in so much fucking pain

i mean its vicadine so of course at first i loved it, i was so happy and loopy
then bad stuff started to happen
i never get upset i never cry
all of a sudden i was crying hysterically at night and i am becoming so damn sensative, thats not me at all, im not like that

i tried not taking any pills today
i am in complete agony though, the pain is too much

im going back to school tomorrow, we shall see how it goes, when im tripping on pills
hmm