So summers actually ending...
i never thought id see the day when summer came to and end and id have to say goodbye to so many people. but its here. last year was different because none of my friends really went away to colleges far away, and i knew i would see them still. this year, it seems like everyone wanted to get away... west virginia, south carolina, texas, west georgia, alabama, florida... all sooooo far from here. its hard for me to think that i might not ever see some of them again. but im hoping thats not true.
on a happier note... this last week and a half was probably the most fun ive had all summer. a lot has happened and ive come to realize a LOT. my grad party was last weekend!!! i had so much fun... i love you guys and thank you to everyone who came. we definately had some HAlarious moments :oP
it seems like my life is finally coming together... i finally have my car back for good, i started my new job at east side marios and I LOVE IT. i love everyone there. oh man... lets see... im finally realizing who my real friends are, and to not care so much of what other people think about me. i used to tell myself i didnt care... but i knew i did. i did things to make other people happy and id tell people what i thought they wanted to hear. im now coming to realize that its not all about what other people want... i need to do whatevers right for me. im now going to OU which im SUPER excited about!!! i got all my classes together and whatnot and im actually about to head over to the rec center to workout :o) all of this was decided and put together in a matter of a week so its all pretty sudden, but im ready. im actually thinking about getting an apartment on campus... but i need to decide fast if im actually going to do it. hm. we'll see.
this weekend was full of drama and happiness all at the same time. but im still sticking to my ...everything happens for a reason... outlook and i cant wait for these next 3 days to go by :o)
ahh... ok though... im gonna head out to the rec center...
hope everyone makes the best out of their last few days of summer!!!!
xoxo
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on a happier note... this last week and a half was probably the most fun ive had all summer. a lot has happened and ive come to realize a LOT. my grad party was last weekend!!! i had so much fun... i love you guys and thank you to everyone who came. we definately had some HAlarious moments :oP
it seems like my life is finally coming together... i finally have my car back for good, i started my new job at east side marios and I LOVE IT. i love everyone there. oh man... lets see... im finally realizing who my real friends are, and to not care so much of what other people think about me. i used to tell myself i didnt care... but i knew i did. i did things to make other people happy and id tell people what i thought they wanted to hear. im now coming to realize that its not all about what other people want... i need to do whatevers right for me. im now going to OU which im SUPER excited about!!! i got all my classes together and whatnot and im actually about to head over to the rec center to workout :o) all of this was decided and put together in a matter of a week so its all pretty sudden, but im ready. im actually thinking about getting an apartment on campus... but i need to decide fast if im actually going to do it. hm. we'll see.
this weekend was full of drama and happiness all at the same time. but im still sticking to my ...everything happens for a reason... outlook and i cant wait for these next 3 days to go by :o)
ahh... ok though... im gonna head out to the rec center...
hope everyone makes the best out of their last few days of summer!!!!
xoxo
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