yea...
Iv decieded from now on, im just gunna keep my mouth shut about every one and everything... even if im only joking around. I never mean anything bad about my friends.. if i say something, im joking. im only serious about those dumb whores. i feel shitty right now. im just gunna sit here and be a plain boring person from now on bc just joking around gets you in trouble. friends are gay anyways.. one minute your laughing and joking, the next everyones mad at someone for something. i wish i had just one person who was my best friend.. like not 2 or 3 people who are all in a group of friends.. thats drama waiting to happen, and it just sucks. school freakin is sucky too. im doing so bad, and most of the time i jsut wanna sit there by myself and not talk, even if my friends are near me. i keep getting all happy for a little while, then just going back down and feeling like shit, like everythings is always my fault and my problem. there isnt even really much wrong in my life.. except really for my parents, but im pretty much over thier lard-ass's. I guess its jsut i dont alwyas feel i can trust all my friends 100% completely because all my friends have other friends who have been friends with them longer than they have with me.. im kinda like always just the third person... every time. (if you understand that) i dont know. its not even bad or anything really.. i dont know.. when imhappy im happy, when im sad im sad. its gay, but whatever. yea i guess... i complain too much. dont read this.
PS-i tried to spellcheck this shit once, and it was a huge hassle. im too lazy.
PPS-on a brighter note I got bigger gages.. and i just remember Joe wrote me a note..haha, back in 3rd grade. awsome. I miss him already...
PS-i tried to spellcheck this shit once, and it was a huge hassle. im too lazy.
PPS-on a brighter note I got bigger gages.. and i just remember Joe wrote me a note..haha, back in 3rd grade. awsome. I miss him already...