Mar 12, 2006 21:55
omg!! this is so awesome!
ok. see, the past couple of months i had been slipping far away from God. my whole attitude was "i dont want anything to do with God or Christianity or any kind of religion". i even started meddling around in the whole "gothic" stuff. my life was going no where and i felt totally empty inside. finally i just got so sick of it all that i knew i had to make a change.
so wednesday nite, i got to church kinda early. the prayer meeting was still going on. so i went up to Paster H. and asked her if we could go talk. she said yeah and asked me what was up. i explained to her the whole deal about how my world had become consumed with darkness and how i wanted to get back in a relationship with God. but i wanted a REAL relationship with Christ and not just be a Christian for style like i used to. she gave me some really good advice and told me about how we have to fight for our souls cuz that's the only precious thing we have.
after talking to her, i went down to the front where everyone was praying and i began to pray. then when worship started, i was so fired up and felt so free that i just gave God all i had in worship. lol i was sore for about 3 days after that and i could barely walk! but it was totally worth it cuz God took me on a whole different place with him. isnt God just so awesome?
well, ever since then i have been COMPLETELY changed! and i am so on fire for God that He is my One Desire. i am just so in love with Him.
ok i gots to go now. so ttyl and GOD BLESS!!