Mar 10, 2005 20:30
What a day today was. Ewin came over this morning, and we went to starbucks. Then we left after third period to my house so we could change and then went to the church for Lauren's funeral. Following that we went to the cemetery and then to my mri place then to applebees where we pigged out.
So about Lauren's funeral. It was one of the saddest thing's that I have ever seen and felt. There was soo soo many (literally like hundred's) of people there for support and because they cared. I'm so sad she's gone, but that goes to show the kind of person she was and how many people cared about her. It was so heartbreaking and helped me realize that life is way to precious to waist on stupid or negative things. You never know when it will be your time to go, or someone you care about, so the best thing to do is make the best of every situation and every day. It's so silly to go through life hating people and always being in a negative atmosphere or feeling sorry for yourself. There is so so much more to life, and I hope everyone's eyes have opened if even a little. I'm not gonna bother with stupid petty drama anymore, gosh it's so freakin dumb and I have much better thing's to do, and I hope you guys agree with me and agree to do the same. God gave us one life, and we have to be smart enough to live it to it's fullest and concentrate to on the thing's and people that really matter.
Enough of the lecturing hehe, today the oc was absoloutely wonderful as usual. (I know Lauren watched it too, she loved it!) Seth and Summer are the best couple by far. And then of course followed by Ryan And Marissa. I want them to get back together so so bad. Let's see, Jeff's leaving tomorow, that sucks... I'm gonna miss him :-(. My brother's coming in, and I plan on having lotsa fun with the grlys, and maybe going up to San Marcos with my bro when he goes back. So we'll just have to see how this spring break goes. I'm glad it's finally gonna be here, I need a break from school lol.
So I guess that's about all I have to say today. I'll catch up with you guys later.
** my thoughts and prayers are with Lauren as well as the Nava's and will continue to be... **
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