This is all in a forced attempt to start being active on the internet again, for whatever reason --?

May 26, 2005 00:15

This rain is doing no good for my tan.

I'm considering switching back to lowercase all the time. There's got to be a happy medium between the so-formal UpperCase and the cute, laid-back, but sometimes sloppy lowercase. iT IS NOT THIS.

I've been really disoriented lately. Like my body is moving around, doing its work and going from place to place and numbly talking, but I am just following behind it, watching inactively. I have to 'wake up' once in a while and snap to what needs my attention, and it's been scary. A few times I've been behind the wheel, on autopilot, and I have to blink a few times to register where I am, what I'm doing, where I'm going, why. Things get this way sometimes, and I still haven't found the cure. It could be sleep, but I'm saving that for a last-ditch remedy.


  

I don't like either of these pictures much, but something inside me caused me to post them. I'm just saving the good ones for later. Honestly.
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