Why does everyone feel the need to have sex next to me!!!

Oct 20, 2005 19:43

How much more of this can I take?
I seriously feel like im going to explode.
AND HERES WHy

1. Her sex friend or whatever they are now, brought her flowers cause she was having a bad day cause she lost her id card. ok. How many times has braden brought me roses? yeah. and shes all HAHA SAM. MINE ARE SO MUCH BETTER. HAHA. YOURS ARE DYING ANYWAY. Ok. do i EVER rub it in her face? do i even mention me getting flowers? no. i just set them on top of my desk and if someone asks, then i just say yeah braden got em. I dont go run over to my neighbors and have them drool over them. ugh. seriously. I hope you drop your flowers and they die... or something.
NOw FOR THE WORST THING...
2. I went to bed, about midnight. she was out with the sex buddy pal whatever. Ok. 2am... i wake up to my bed squeaking and i hear moaning. WHAT THE HELL. we have bunk beds. im on bottom. yeah. They were obviously having sex. THen i hear them talking about, "oh, where did you go? you didnt go inside me did you?" UGH. I just yelled You guys are fucking disgusting.
WHO DOES THAT. i mean, yeah, molter i love ya. but i mean, we've been best friends forev and so yeah. thats cool. but no. jaclyn. seriously. stop having sex when im trying to sleep right below you. I guess the other night i woke up and they were like, uh sam, did you hear anything? and i said no and they said good. UGH.
So i have had molter and jaclyn. both having sex right next to me or on top of me. Why does everyone pick on me!
3. ANOTHER THING. Shes so fucking loud. I respect her and when shes trying to talk on the phone, im quiet. But when im on the phone, all she does is SCREAM at me and at everyone. seriously. shut the fuck up!!
And then when I am just sitting here, she talks so loud, i have my music up pretty loud where it is hurting my ears and i can STILL hear her talking to someone on the phone. uuggghh.

Help me. Why cant i just be a bitch? Why cant i be like JACLYN YOU FUCKING WHORE. STOP. AND SHUT THE FUCK UP. ugh. but instead i just sit here. listening to my music.
Why do i feel so alone.
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