Bah.
At work and feeling terrible. Can't I just go home now?
I finished Harry Potter (of course), and wasn't as upset as I thought I would be. No tears this time! And considering I bawled my eyes out when both Sirius and Dumbledore died, it is surprising I didn't cry. Haha, I love being such a big dork.
My only read Meditech friend is gone for three weeks for programmer training =( Now work will suck even more.
Ah, I just realized one month and I am done!!! And then it's San Francisco! And then school! Ah, I can't wait.
I want to find another job for the fall so I can leave Express and not feel awful about it. And if I can fit it in, I would like to sit for Amy again, but I can't have that be my only job as they are very unreliable for time, and I go INSANE when watching her is my only job. When I'm there a few days a week I end up doing sucky household chores, and not being able to actually enjoy the time I spend with her. It would be great to just have one afternoon to play. Aw, I just realized how much I miss her. Really, I just miss little kids in general. One of the women I worked with at the daycare came into Express on Saturday, and I was literally almost in tears because it made me think of how much I miss everyone. Gah, getting sad again, I need to stop.
Speaking of sad, there is so much uncertainty in my life right now and I am barely handling it. I want to get away and stay right here all at the same time and it is so confusing. I just wish I knew what I am supposed to do. Growing up sucks.
I finished Harry Potter (of course), and wasn't as upset as I thought I would be. No tears this time! And considering I bawled my eyes out when both Sirius and Dumbledore died, it is surprising I didn't cry. Haha, I love being such a big dork.
My only read Meditech friend is gone for three weeks for programmer training =( Now work will suck even more.
Ah, I just realized one month and I am done!!! And then it's San Francisco! And then school! Ah, I can't wait.
I want to find another job for the fall so I can leave Express and not feel awful about it. And if I can fit it in, I would like to sit for Amy again, but I can't have that be my only job as they are very unreliable for time, and I go INSANE when watching her is my only job. When I'm there a few days a week I end up doing sucky household chores, and not being able to actually enjoy the time I spend with her. It would be great to just have one afternoon to play. Aw, I just realized how much I miss her. Really, I just miss little kids in general. One of the women I worked with at the daycare came into Express on Saturday, and I was literally almost in tears because it made me think of how much I miss everyone. Gah, getting sad again, I need to stop.
Speaking of sad, there is so much uncertainty in my life right now and I am barely handling it. I want to get away and stay right here all at the same time and it is so confusing. I just wish I knew what I am supposed to do. Growing up sucks.