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[wishes_r_dreams]

i need to get out of this place,
i need to be with my friends as much as possible
i need to get away from my parents
i have no one to hang out with anymore
my friends are always busy, there never around
how can i live like this, im about to break
i need someone to talk to really i do
talking to my friends isnt helping
talking to zac isnt helping
i cant talk to my mom she just doesnt care
my parents are fighting about me and general things..
im crying, no one cares right? thought so
im such a fucking bitch to everyone
i talk back and am rude
i cant help it im trying so hard to change
i am no longer the same person i was i am gonna b different.
dont expect me to be who i was cuz i wont be
dont try to change me im changing myself

this is a song about how i feel, and i can relate to it.
"Because Of You"

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

yea im bridget and my house is a broken home..