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so yeah im kinda like.. really ready to go back to court.. i want him in jail.. me back in holly.. and i just want me LIFE back.
i did this EMDR thing at LACASA today and i had to like close my eyes and she read off this stuff that is supposed to make ur mind like think about where you want to be and where you feel is beautiful and safe.. and just makes you happy.. and when i did it for some odd reason.. i guess this is just the meaning of the whole thing but i dreamed that i was in Holly.. walking down the street with Alyssa and Christian.. dont know why.. but we were walking in front of BP.. and i could like smell Alyssa's perfume and hear us all laughing it was kinda scary but really sweet at the same time..
well you know i love you two. obviously!
i did this EMDR thing at LACASA today and i had to like close my eyes and she read off this stuff that is supposed to make ur mind like think about where you want to be and where you feel is beautiful and safe.. and just makes you happy.. and when i did it for some odd reason.. i guess this is just the meaning of the whole thing but i dreamed that i was in Holly.. walking down the street with Alyssa and Christian.. dont know why.. but we were walking in front of BP.. and i could like smell Alyssa's perfume and hear us all laughing it was kinda scary but really sweet at the same time..
well you know i love you two. obviously!