to much to express
P.S. this is going to jump around a lot bc i have so much going through my mind sorry guys
Sooooooooo my mamoral day vacation was spent camping with kailtynn we had good times
yesrday SUCKED BALLS bc my dad isnt going to our friday night show and i really cant handle that at this point bc it just makes me hate his stuiped gf even more and want to slap him across the face saying no woman should make u neglect your KID! your acutly blood. kristen dosnt care but then again she is 21 and i hate being told to act like her bc im only 16 im going to act like a selfesh person until im out of high school end of story unlike her I CARE if he is there bc he has NEVER EVER missed one show and im going to have isses doing it without him. bc i ALWAYS without fail feek out over something and my MOM is another story there is just so much going on right now i cant handle it all...
At this point the only person that can like really make me smile is matt bc he is amazing and always knows the right thing to say. i miss him so much i really hope i get to see him on saterday...
so last night i had dance and then a apparenly was going with my dad and kristen to bring her into bosten so today i have been exteramly tired and not feeling well at all. but i basicly fliped at myd ad last night bc i was stress, tired, hot and swetey, and pissed bc he steps into the car expecting me to be his servent girl. so yea that was a rather long ride...
there is just so much on my mind i will try and sort it out later but its just anyoing because i have no clue of whats right and wrong
Sooooooooo my mamoral day vacation was spent camping with kailtynn we had good times
yesrday SUCKED BALLS bc my dad isnt going to our friday night show and i really cant handle that at this point bc it just makes me hate his stuiped gf even more and want to slap him across the face saying no woman should make u neglect your KID! your acutly blood. kristen dosnt care but then again she is 21 and i hate being told to act like her bc im only 16 im going to act like a selfesh person until im out of high school end of story unlike her I CARE if he is there bc he has NEVER EVER missed one show and im going to have isses doing it without him. bc i ALWAYS without fail feek out over something and my MOM is another story there is just so much going on right now i cant handle it all...
At this point the only person that can like really make me smile is matt bc he is amazing and always knows the right thing to say. i miss him so much i really hope i get to see him on saterday...
so last night i had dance and then a apparenly was going with my dad and kristen to bring her into bosten so today i have been exteramly tired and not feeling well at all. but i basicly fliped at myd ad last night bc i was stress, tired, hot and swetey, and pissed bc he steps into the car expecting me to be his servent girl. so yea that was a rather long ride...
there is just so much on my mind i will try and sort it out later but its just anyoing because i have no clue of whats right and wrong