This is it
infatuation takes me by the heart and holds me hostage
It binds every action i want to take
and so much more
It's a painful way to live
but to me it's worth every drop of blood
and pain that I spill in his name.
Because it's wrong when your with me.
All so wrong because your not mine.
But if that was wrong.
I don't want it to be right.
If this love is wrong,
If my heart is wrong.
I don't want it to be right.
And that shred of happiness you've given me.
One smile that you put on my face.
I think that's worth a lifetime of heartache.
Because you have my happiness,
You are my happiness.
I guess this is how it is. And I guess this is how it will be.
He loves me like family. "weird family"
so even though he might joke about it
He can't think about this in any other way.
Right?
I guess it's okay with me
You don't have to look at me.
Yo don't have to acknowledge me.
I just want you to have your happiness.
As long as I can be by your side.
As long as I can help you.
I should be content shouldn't I?
I already said.
I would endure I lifetime of pain for you.
Just for you.
You could cause me all that pain.
And I'd still embrace you with open arms.
But it's not mutual is it?
This feeling?
You could never. See me in that light,.,,,, i already know