Aug 17, 2006 21:44
Dammit!
I like you too... But not like I used to.
You're a good person, you're a hard worker, you're easy to talk to, easy to get along with...
You treat me with respect, you make me happy when I'm with you, you make me smile, you seem so perfect.
But I can't be doing the things you're doing... And that's why I say no. That's why I say I can't. I can't get involved in that... I'm sorry.
I don't care how much older you are than me. I don't care about age. Screw it. It's not about that, I swear.
... How I wish I could tell you why. I know you'll never read this.
I stopped letting myself think about 'you and I' when I realized it just won't work.
I hope part of you understands this without me telling you... Because it would kill me to have to tell you. I don't think poorly of you. I never have and never will.
Urgh.
A hug, anyone?