Its Been A long road.
I find it hard doing normal things now that I live with five other girls.
I don't sing anymore in the shower.
I barely watch T.V.
Eating is becoming a luxury.
Sleeping in for me is 10 AM.
Also I now realize why I hate girls so much. Petty drama shit just DRIVES me crazy! And it doesn't help the matter that I am the most mature girl in the apartment! I mean I live with an 18 year old, and three 19 year olds. Then theres Mel, the girl I get along most with, who just turned 20.
My actual room mate, the one I share a room with, is the kind of girl who I avoided in high school. She only wears Abercombie and Hollister. And I'm seriosuly not just saying that. Thats how she introduced herself. She is always, ALWAYS bringing over random guys to the apartment. And I have nothing against Puerto Ricans, but I hate it when there are a fucking roomfull of Puerto Rican guys, who are obviously making comments about my ass and breasts.
Also, I found out recently that two of the girls, April (who is my room mater) and Amy had brought alcohol into the apartment. Which is a big NO NO. So I told April that if I ever, EVER found out that there was alcohol in the apartment again, I was calling security and getting her kicked out of the program. Cause I am NOT going home for her stupid ass mistakes. Also, I'm going to be 21 in like 6 days. Who are they going to think BOUGHT the freakin alcohol?
I am also having a hard time dealing with money. They take so much money out of our pay checks that I'm barely making anything! I just worked 42.9 hours, and all I made was 238.08 after taxes and rent. I am going to have to get another job during the summer so I can make enough money to save up for my future. I can't live at my parents house forever!
I'm just glad that Jer will be down here soon. I can't wait to see him again :) He really, really is the sweetest guy ever. He makes me feel so perfect. And its just the little things that make our relationship so right. Like he is constantly touching me. Whether it be his hand on my arm, or his constant need to kiss my head. I love it so much! Also, he does little things for me, like bring me down Dove chocolate which is my favorite:) I am really one of the luckiest girls to have him :)
Wow, that was a lot longer than what I expected. But I feel better now.
I don't sing anymore in the shower.
I barely watch T.V.
Eating is becoming a luxury.
Sleeping in for me is 10 AM.
Also I now realize why I hate girls so much. Petty drama shit just DRIVES me crazy! And it doesn't help the matter that I am the most mature girl in the apartment! I mean I live with an 18 year old, and three 19 year olds. Then theres Mel, the girl I get along most with, who just turned 20.
My actual room mate, the one I share a room with, is the kind of girl who I avoided in high school. She only wears Abercombie and Hollister. And I'm seriosuly not just saying that. Thats how she introduced herself. She is always, ALWAYS bringing over random guys to the apartment. And I have nothing against Puerto Ricans, but I hate it when there are a fucking roomfull of Puerto Rican guys, who are obviously making comments about my ass and breasts.
Also, I found out recently that two of the girls, April (who is my room mater) and Amy had brought alcohol into the apartment. Which is a big NO NO. So I told April that if I ever, EVER found out that there was alcohol in the apartment again, I was calling security and getting her kicked out of the program. Cause I am NOT going home for her stupid ass mistakes. Also, I'm going to be 21 in like 6 days. Who are they going to think BOUGHT the freakin alcohol?
I am also having a hard time dealing with money. They take so much money out of our pay checks that I'm barely making anything! I just worked 42.9 hours, and all I made was 238.08 after taxes and rent. I am going to have to get another job during the summer so I can make enough money to save up for my future. I can't live at my parents house forever!
I'm just glad that Jer will be down here soon. I can't wait to see him again :) He really, really is the sweetest guy ever. He makes me feel so perfect. And its just the little things that make our relationship so right. Like he is constantly touching me. Whether it be his hand on my arm, or his constant need to kiss my head. I love it so much! Also, he does little things for me, like bring me down Dove chocolate which is my favorite:) I am really one of the luckiest girls to have him :)
Wow, that was a lot longer than what I expected. But I feel better now.