Nov 10, 2008 16:32
I am so proud that Barack Obama has been elected president. I'm proud because it just proves that people can overcome stereotpes.
Okay with that said,I need to vent.
Cj and I are no longer a couple.
It's been a week since this has happened.
If you have talked to me I appreciate it.
If you have not talked to me about it, then its probably for the better.
I've never thought I could ever be depressed again.
I am.
I feel horrible for ending our realtionship, but it had to be done.
Unfortunately.
I just wish I could get past all of this heartbreak I feel. But I know that if I don't feel this heartache, then I'm a horrible person. I deserve to feel bad.
I really hope he doesn't hate me, but I know that he does.
It's so hard to go from someone loving you to have them being enraged with you.
I've never felt so alone before in my life.