Aug 23, 2004 21:59
I just spent the past 30 min writing this huge long entry.. only to have my computer erase it.
Bastard!
If I were able to comment in your journal.. I would probably say something to the effect that.. it is ok not to want to deal with other people sometimes. Its ok for you not to want to listen to their problems! shit man! you have your own life! why should you worry about everyone elses? I have found with recent experiences that the more you listen to other peoples problems and the more you try to help them out the quicker they turn around and stab you in the back. I have finally gotten rid of the high school drama that was forever entering my life.
While I am in the bitching mood... women are the worst! There are very few women that I can stand to talk to for very long. One thing I will never understand is their jealousy and need of protection over their boyfriends. I will never and have never told my man who he can and cannot talk to. (With the exception that it was a dangerous situation and I didnt want him to get hurt even then I didnt tell him not to I just told him how I felt)I am not threatened by ex lovers. I figure if they are with me they want me and if they fuck up then I am walking. one way or the other its not the end of the world. I find it really fucked up that I am not longer allowed to speak to you. I knew you before she even hit puberty. Not that it really makes a diference.. but if you were married I might be a little more understanding. Oh but wait! I forgot the common factor.. the same reason I lost my other 'friend' Some other women can not get out of the high school drama circle.. and must make everyone around them suffer. To think .. she was my best friend for so long. Wow I would have known you for what? going on 4 years? Wish you the best.
On to bigger and better subjuscts. I got the body kit for my car. Sven is checking with some friends to get me a hooked up price for the paint job. Him and Josh are going to do the body work in about a week. Isnt that sweet? He laid down 240$ to return some shit for me today... this.. from a guy who claims he doesnt do nice things for people unless he gets something out of it. Tell me what he is getting.. I do not know.
Classes start monday. This 2 week break has been a joke. I had my wisdom teeth taken out so I couldnt do much for a few days.. Then I came up to dallas to babysit. Going home tomorrow night to enjoy my last 4 days before school.... I am taking the prerequisites for the prerequisites to get into the dental hygiene program next fall.
Sven and Russ started hanging out.. I find that funny. Perhaps it is their common taste in women that gives them something to talk about.
Babysitting a 6 and 5 year old is the ultimate birth control. I no longer want to get laid.. at least till Im 35... blah kids suck.