Dammit.
Alright, so two nights in a row where a vampire that had crossed paths with me..lived? What the hell is going on with this town? I come to help, or I was summoned, however the watchers council put it-- I was here, in Sunnydale to defeat the master. That's all the plan involved. So I fulfilled my duty as a slayer in this town. I saved a lot of people, and brought the vampire count down to a minimum.
So why am I still here?
Right, I got soft. I played around with those emotions that are strength, and yet are weakening at a time like this. Things wouldn't have been so damn hard if I just killed the vampire that claims to have a soul. Angel, he told me his name. A soul. First off, I had no idea how that happened. I didn't have enough time to ask him because I was too busy being dead, and failing to defeat the master. So he saved my life. Thanks for saving my life, vampire.
Yes, it doesn't take an idiot to tell that this town wasn't normal by a long shot. Then again, Angel, telling me that he wanted to help me? The one person that could be the destruction of his kind. First off, I don't need help, and second off, not from a vampire. Especially one that isn't really into fighting. More so into the scared, cowering kind.
But that feeling changed too. Dammit! I'd been leary in the first place when, after the Master died to have him partol with me to get rid of the few stragglers that claimed to be brave. I didn't want him to come, but he was persistent. For a vampire that doesn't like to talk that much sure was stubborn. And I guess it was a good thing that he did come, because I would have been...
Yeah, and killed. Again.
I was knocked out, and my guess was that Angel had made a trade. I wasn't sure, but when I came to, they were all gone, and I was on the ground, with a bump on my head the size of an egg. So I asked Giles for help. Did I get any? No.
So I had feelings for a vampire that saved my life. Good for me. I'm ure my watcher back at home would approve. Home being where I belong, not in this town where everything I know has turned upside down.
I should have left. I shouldn't care.
But he saved me.
So I was on my own in finding Angel and everyone else. Not a problem..it's how I live my life normally. Alone.
So I meet up with a cocky vampire that's still standing. That almost beat me.
So either these guys are worse than what I'd been taught or it's me...because twice in a row really isn't a good record, considering I'd just gotten here.
All the more reason to go home...
AFTER I save Angel. Because I'm not one for unresolved issues.
And the vampires that got away from me? They gotta die too, because I will not have a reputation of running away. Ever. I wasn't running away.
I just hated it here. I hated working with other people, they get dead as showing previous examples.
So I walked around the graveyard for a little bit longer. Maybe I'd run into something that I could beat and regain my composure and rank. then I can bitch at Giles for not helping me find the vampire that saved my life. You know, so we can be even.
God, listen to me.
((Open to ANYONE.))
So why am I still here?
Right, I got soft. I played around with those emotions that are strength, and yet are weakening at a time like this. Things wouldn't have been so damn hard if I just killed the vampire that claims to have a soul. Angel, he told me his name. A soul. First off, I had no idea how that happened. I didn't have enough time to ask him because I was too busy being dead, and failing to defeat the master. So he saved my life. Thanks for saving my life, vampire.
Yes, it doesn't take an idiot to tell that this town wasn't normal by a long shot. Then again, Angel, telling me that he wanted to help me? The one person that could be the destruction of his kind. First off, I don't need help, and second off, not from a vampire. Especially one that isn't really into fighting. More so into the scared, cowering kind.
But that feeling changed too. Dammit! I'd been leary in the first place when, after the Master died to have him partol with me to get rid of the few stragglers that claimed to be brave. I didn't want him to come, but he was persistent. For a vampire that doesn't like to talk that much sure was stubborn. And I guess it was a good thing that he did come, because I would have been...
Yeah, and killed. Again.
I was knocked out, and my guess was that Angel had made a trade. I wasn't sure, but when I came to, they were all gone, and I was on the ground, with a bump on my head the size of an egg. So I asked Giles for help. Did I get any? No.
So I had feelings for a vampire that saved my life. Good for me. I'm ure my watcher back at home would approve. Home being where I belong, not in this town where everything I know has turned upside down.
I should have left. I shouldn't care.
But he saved me.
So I was on my own in finding Angel and everyone else. Not a problem..it's how I live my life normally. Alone.
So I meet up with a cocky vampire that's still standing. That almost beat me.
So either these guys are worse than what I'd been taught or it's me...because twice in a row really isn't a good record, considering I'd just gotten here.
All the more reason to go home...
AFTER I save Angel. Because I'm not one for unresolved issues.
And the vampires that got away from me? They gotta die too, because I will not have a reputation of running away. Ever. I wasn't running away.
I just hated it here. I hated working with other people, they get dead as showing previous examples.
So I walked around the graveyard for a little bit longer. Maybe I'd run into something that I could beat and regain my composure and rank. then I can bitch at Giles for not helping me find the vampire that saved my life. You know, so we can be even.
God, listen to me.
((Open to ANYONE.))