Myspace blogs are messed up...
I tried posting this as a blog, but Myspace won't let me.
stop the lies.
I wish that people would stop lying. For one in their lives, simply live the truth. How difficult is it to truly express your feelings about someone? I wish that people would stop lying to me.
I want to know how people truly feel when they see me and when they think about me. I don't want to hear the repetitive, meaningless compliments. I know you don't feel that way. I know you don't think I look good. I never look good. I know I'm not beautiful. I have a nasty persona sometimes, how is that beautiful?
I just wish that people, instead of saying that I'm beautiful would be honest. Simply come out and say that I could be improved upon. Tell me if I'm being unapproachable. Tell me that I'm gaining weight and that I'm letting myself go. Just tell me. I'd rather hear the truth, no matter how inconvenient it is to my feelings, than to go on living with the idea that I'm okay in others' eyes. I'm not and it's okay to tell me.
stop the lies.
I wish that people would stop lying. For one in their lives, simply live the truth. How difficult is it to truly express your feelings about someone? I wish that people would stop lying to me.
I want to know how people truly feel when they see me and when they think about me. I don't want to hear the repetitive, meaningless compliments. I know you don't feel that way. I know you don't think I look good. I never look good. I know I'm not beautiful. I have a nasty persona sometimes, how is that beautiful?
I just wish that people, instead of saying that I'm beautiful would be honest. Simply come out and say that I could be improved upon. Tell me if I'm being unapproachable. Tell me that I'm gaining weight and that I'm letting myself go. Just tell me. I'd rather hear the truth, no matter how inconvenient it is to my feelings, than to go on living with the idea that I'm okay in others' eyes. I'm not and it's okay to tell me.