Why am i loved only when im gone?
It's Sunday night, which sucks..sunday is by far the worst day of every week.
Have tafe tomorrow..instead of leaving at 7 i wake up at 7 which is okay i guess, I'm still feeling down about it though, the week's go pretty quick, i keep changing from negatives to positives.
I feel..pretty crap right now, i haven't taken my tablets in 3 days..i want someone who wants more than just me, sucks alot..i don't know what to do, but i guess whatever happens will happen..i think i should leave it at that.
Tomorrow at 2 i have the worst class of the week, not looking forward to it at all. Infact the only part of this week worth being happy about it Wednesday night, seeing a play.
I like busy weeks, i think..but i really would rather this year be over. Tomorrow night i am seeing my shrink, i plan to take mum in and discuss getting my keycard so i can get money, hopefully without fights but i doubt that is possible, so i await yet another shit night.
Fuck, not happy. I know i expect too much off some people, my morals..and the way i think things are meant to be are a strong reason for it. I should just accept that people suck, no one can be different..except one, Stina.
I feel hypocritical, not long ago i was flirting with the same idea. I'm glad whoever is reading this wont understand.
I want to be in Sweden..
What am i going to wear tomorrow..i need clothes but if i get money it needs to be for something else.
I need to shower. I don't think i have a limit, i am sure people can cross that line, over and over and i would still come running back.
Have tafe tomorrow..instead of leaving at 7 i wake up at 7 which is okay i guess, I'm still feeling down about it though, the week's go pretty quick, i keep changing from negatives to positives.
I feel..pretty crap right now, i haven't taken my tablets in 3 days..i want someone who wants more than just me, sucks alot..i don't know what to do, but i guess whatever happens will happen..i think i should leave it at that.
Tomorrow at 2 i have the worst class of the week, not looking forward to it at all. Infact the only part of this week worth being happy about it Wednesday night, seeing a play.
I like busy weeks, i think..but i really would rather this year be over. Tomorrow night i am seeing my shrink, i plan to take mum in and discuss getting my keycard so i can get money, hopefully without fights but i doubt that is possible, so i await yet another shit night.
Fuck, not happy. I know i expect too much off some people, my morals..and the way i think things are meant to be are a strong reason for it. I should just accept that people suck, no one can be different..except one, Stina.
I feel hypocritical, not long ago i was flirting with the same idea. I'm glad whoever is reading this wont understand.
I want to be in Sweden..
What am i going to wear tomorrow..i need clothes but if i get money it needs to be for something else.
I need to shower. I don't think i have a limit, i am sure people can cross that line, over and over and i would still come running back.