Jul 03, 2004 12:59
Jeez.. i had no idea my first time would so liberating.. I feel vindicated! It's so amazing.. the feeling is surreal.. Its like this thrilling outburst of emotions.. It is like you wanna scream and cry at the same time, b/c you are letting people know how you feel. I am so glad i decide to just to it. And yet i am so glad it is over.. b/c after the first time the pain isnt as bad! ********************************** *************************************** **************************************** And all these feelings just about writing my first journal entry..WOO HOO GO ME!!! ;)