Dec 29, 2004 15:35
wow...so tired, love that feeling after your pumped and wide awake, but make the mistake of lying down to watch a movie, and all that energy is drained. Well Friday the 13th Part 6 was definately a let down. Especially after part four which is entitled.."The Final Chapter"..but 7 more filma are made afterwards.
(wow, took a shower break...definately feeling a bit better.)
In the regards of Mr.(still not to be uncovered) Im really starting to hit a downward spiral. Im giving up now, in hopes that it wont go the same way that every other relationship i have ever been in ended up going. The negative way.
Hes an amazing guy, and Im sure a girl would be treated like gold with him, and all i want is for him to be happy. ( That may have been saying too much..) If so, I say goodbye to the friendship right now, as of being scared shitless by that comment, or very uncomfortable, Im sure all conversations seize now. Total Blitzkrieg move. Uncalled for, and in the end, always alone.
Until next time, love always,
myself.