life
so my life is going to be changing soon, for the best that is. there is so much i have to do before and after. for the rest of my life. im going to be a whole different person. starting august 17th actually. but my big day is september 1st. im so excited but nervous at the same time. its all coming to a close. its all so final now. i dont really care what anyone thinks of me either. who are they to judge me on what im doing. it has nothing to do with them. its not their life. its mine. anyways i have been so extreamly tired lately and i just want to sleep all day and have every day off. haha im feeling ready to just say good bye to that place. but i cant without something to back it up. nat is always sayig lovers lane but i can't sell that stuff. anyways im so tired. i have to go. its kinda nice writing in this again. ahaha