Dreams...
for the past couple of days i have been having dreams that me and krystal were friends again,
its stupid. it will never happen i'm sure. and these dreams just make me kinda upset about the whole situation. and none of my friends understand that. they all say that she is a piece of shit and that i should just get over it and fuck her she is dead to us. whatever i don't know its been like over 2 years that we haven't talked. its just shitty that you are friends with someone for like 10 years and then they just take a shit on you. oh well what can you do. nothing.
anyways on a happier note.
i'm up at 5:30am to get up for work.
that is nasty. so i guess that isn't that happy.
and to add to the mix...
bill is going to be there today.
and we aren't going to be busy
and we are over on hours like you wouldn't believe.
we are basically fucked.
lets try to be happy now.
i took pictures of cameron last night,
i really hope kristy likes them. i tried my best
i guess that's all i can do. i'm not a photographer yet.
this is still not ending up happy.
ok so lets try one more time.
tonight im going to a christmas party at kristinas.
im sure that will be fun. lets hope.
more fun the bar on thursday. that sucked.
so i have to bring something and i want to make brownies but they said no,
im sure ill make them anyways. hahaha they are easy and stuff. so you know.
i do need to get ready now.
just because i was up at 5:30 doesn't mean i was actually up. its not 6:06am and i need to go ahead and get ready. i needed to vent so you know. this is the place to do it.
im so mad im up this early!
its stupid. it will never happen i'm sure. and these dreams just make me kinda upset about the whole situation. and none of my friends understand that. they all say that she is a piece of shit and that i should just get over it and fuck her she is dead to us. whatever i don't know its been like over 2 years that we haven't talked. its just shitty that you are friends with someone for like 10 years and then they just take a shit on you. oh well what can you do. nothing.
anyways on a happier note.
i'm up at 5:30am to get up for work.
that is nasty. so i guess that isn't that happy.
and to add to the mix...
bill is going to be there today.
and we aren't going to be busy
and we are over on hours like you wouldn't believe.
we are basically fucked.
lets try to be happy now.
i took pictures of cameron last night,
i really hope kristy likes them. i tried my best
i guess that's all i can do. i'm not a photographer yet.
this is still not ending up happy.
ok so lets try one more time.
tonight im going to a christmas party at kristinas.
im sure that will be fun. lets hope.
more fun the bar on thursday. that sucked.
so i have to bring something and i want to make brownies but they said no,
im sure ill make them anyways. hahaha they are easy and stuff. so you know.
i do need to get ready now.
just because i was up at 5:30 doesn't mean i was actually up. its not 6:06am and i need to go ahead and get ready. i needed to vent so you know. this is the place to do it.
im so mad im up this early!