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yea, today sucks. i think i had a little panic attack in chemistry. i totally failed my test and then went to the bathroom to cry. everythings getting to me. the only good thing is is that schools ending soon. everything else wont go away as easily though. i guess im just not ment to be alright. who knows... eventually i talked to my teacher and she said she wouldnt give me a d or an f (probably cuz i was crying) but yea... the rest of the day was fine till now. i feel like going under my blankets and never coming up. i wish it was an ocean to drown in. funny how my happiness is so easily shaken. i feel really stupid so im gonna go... bye