Aug 22, 2005 17:48
heyllo. well, if anyone ever reads this or is actually interested in my boring life, i'd be surprised. school is so boring. i mean, i flirt w/ people and all and it's fun, but it's just not the same. i want a boyfriend. but id think it's gonna happen. i've known all the guys in my class for so long that i am no longer attracted to them. nick likes me, michael likes me, i think chris in 6th grade likes me. there might be other people, but idk.
well, this year is sooooo boring w/o kate. and when i'm around her now or talking to her on the phone, it's weird. we like hesitate to talk or something. it's just not the same. i think we're actually growing apart. and after all the work we did last year to become to the best friends ever, that really sucks. i feel like we're not even that close anymore. it really sucks. i just wish she could come back and we'll be best friends and 8th grade will be soooo awesome. but it's not gonna happen. i feel depressed yet happy. idk. i think i need to write another poem to let it out besides writing it on here. no offense though.
well, family's here. time to eat. ttyl. luv ya.
Taylor