Apr 27, 2011 13:32
Out of all of the days Wednesday is one that I don't like the most.
I get to take my wife out to lunch/breakfast which is good, the kiss that I get from her before leaving really makes my day. There is a color shift after I am out of liplock, I see a shade of blue light up the world and it puts me in a state of euphoria for a brief moment. I carry that kiss with me all the way back home, where I am tortured by the clock for the next few hours. Working the late shift just got later, and it's always a pain in the ass. During this period of time between work and after pleasure, I daydream about a better job, coming home at a decent hour to see my wife, having a nice paycheck, and owning our own house.
Things got tough last week, and I woke up to a bad dream this morning, something I don't ever want to relive.
We have started to eat at the table, and the kids are responding better to the food that we cook for ourselves 'typically'. Being there gives them a little bit more incentive to eat what we are feeding them. I want to continue that, although it is a little bit awkward now it is growing on me quickly.
To my wife, I love you