My recent life
Ok latly ive been lonly. alone in this world. i feel as though if i were to look at what ive done in the 2 years i would relize it was a waste of time. i found someone who i thought i loved ended up i did and do love her just she was not for me. but y do i need someone to be with me. is it that im afraid to be alone. i already am alone. but im depressed. im kinda more confused than depressed. im confused where and what i wanna do in the new year. i already tried to live with my dad and i just picked up a new habbit out there that was not healthy for me. i found it so hard to start a new life. makes me relize that i should be greatful for what i have. i love my family and i love my friends. but i will always take family over friends. i love ya all and merry christmas